Good Title, huh? Yup. My life is crappy.

I'm just going to complain on DA about how much I hate my life and want to die very badly.

So first off! My boyfriend wants sex, I don't. It's vulgar. Ithurts, and after the first time, no. And then, my drug filled past is giving me temptations! And I want to cut again but it gives my mom a fuckin heart attack. And then theres mom, who acts like she cares, but we all know that on the inside, she could probally murder us and last a good year or so before feeling any strong guilt. Then there's my dads death which sucks and my sister who is a fuckin retard and hates my guts every fuckin day! Then there's the fact that I'm a vegitarian which everyone disapproves of. And on top of that, people at school hate me. I've gotten pushed down the stairs several times. And then a fuckin rapist goes to my school, and trust me I KNOW he's a rapist but I wont go into that today. Then there's my friend, who I worry for. He dad is abusive and her grandpa is a perv! And then, My uncle is killing my grandma by convincing her she needs all these different meds! Ihate my life so badly. I have no one close to me but my bf and my friend, Shawnee, who lives like seventeen hundred miles away! I swear, I hate this place. I'm stuck here watching every one wither away.......